MatrixRefugee wrote:
(( To clarify, since I'm feeling a little better after a session with my therapist, I've been going through a rough time all around right now. I've had trouble at work with extremely difficult customers and an especially ignorant new supervisor who keeps telling me how to do the job I've been doing for five years, as well as family drama since my mom had her depression med dosage adjusted and she's been wierder than usual as she acclimates to it; my dad has been having trouble at his job, due to (again) a problematic boss and thus he's been a bit hair-trigger. Add to this some drama from people in my own org in-game: right now I feel like the whole world is at my throat and I feel like have no way out anywhere. Cognitively, I know it's all in-character, but right now my emotions are raw and the screwed-up synapses in the emotional centers of my brain are reading it as more trouble to be dealt with or avoided.
I didn't think I was grandstanding last night, but if I was, I'm sorry and it will never happen again. Next time, I'll stay out of everyone's way and focus on in-faction stuff. I'm sorry I screwed up and added to the mess. I didn't think it would come to this, but I take full responsibility and I'll be careful not to make that mistake again.))
((To you and everyone else who were getting IC/OOC line-crossings and whatnot going on-
Chill. It's RP in a game over a character who is dead. Things got out of hand IC, that was no problem. They got calmed back down. And hey, half the fun is when things get out of hand.
The moral of the story is: Less QQ more PewPew.))
