....that she needed me here.
She said that she needed my help and that only I could help her.
She said she would guide me, protect me, show me the way.
She said that she would be waiting the instant I came in, that she would be standing right next to me.
She was not there when I came in.
I waited for her.
She never came.
Perhaps I should wait longer...but what if she is in trouble?
Why did she need me?
I was freeborn.
I was pure.
She convinced me to do this, to go through the medical procedures to accomplish the quest she said she could only explain in The Matrix.
She said there is freedom in this slavery.
It all seems so real. It all seems more real than reality...the reality that I once knew.
I did this for her and now I can not find her.
She said that......that she Loves me.
She......I can not....her name.....
Why can I not remember her name?
Her face.....I saw it every day for years.....but now.....it is like a dream I am barely able to remember, like a childhood memory...
I am lost now with out her.
I will find her.
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