((In the immortal words (word?) of Smith in Reloaded: "Mooorrre..." ))
((What she said.
In conclusion, some of you should go Machine (OR CYPHERITE) so the orgs can be somewhat balanced, and everyone can have more fun!))
((What she said. In conclusion, some of you should go Machine (OR CYPHERITE) so the orgs can be somewhat balanced, and everyone can have more fun!))
Iovai wrote:((What she said. In conclusion, some of you should go Machine (OR CYPHERITE) so the orgs can be somewhat balanced, and everyone can have more fun!))((Owch. We barely have enough good Mervs as it is right now....))
MatrixRefugee wrote:Iovai wrote:((What she said. In conclusion, some of you should go Machine (OR CYPHERITE) so the orgs can be somewhat balanced, and everyone can have more fun!))((Owch. We barely have enough good Mervs as it is right now....))((I blame Dezreki.))
Chemuel wrote:MatrixRefugee wrote:Iovai wrote:((What she said. In conclusion, some of you should go Machine (OR CYPHERITE) so the orgs can be somewhat balanced, and everyone can have more fun!))((Owch. We barely have enough good Mervs as it is right now....))((I blame Dezreki.))(( Channelling the Oracle, Chem? You just read me mind. :: laughs:: ))
Two weeks earlier....
A late summer night on the roof of Camon Central Church; Sieges sits there cleaning her guns and watching a group of EPN and Machinists rough-housing below. Watching the futility of it all leaves her so distracted, she almost does not sense the odd feeling that someone watched her from behind, until Morraeon rouses herself and sets off an alarm in her brain
Behind her stands a figure completely encased in the shadows of the late evening. All that is clearly visible of him is the glittering leather hem of his black leather coat, but the voice was unmistakable. "I have something to tell you," Vanil said.
She keeps herself from gathering her body defensively, the better to keep him at bay with a sense of false security. "Something like... what?" Her voice is guarded and suspicious, but strangely free from anger, which startled her deep in her heart."
A gentle breeze catches his leathers, sending curling out before him like wings. "I'm sorry." he says, almost as if the words took a supreme act of the will to enunciate.
A momentary pregnant silence passes as she stares at him. "Say that again?" she asks, incredulous, finding the words far too good to be true.
"Hmph. You heard me," he grunts, almost impatient, and starts to turn away.
She catches herself. "I'm sorry... I'm just a little in shock here," she says, as if she's finding it too good to be true. "I just..." she fumbled for the right words to say before opting to take the line of simplicity. "Thanks... that's all I needed to hear from you..." Something ticks in the part of her brain she can still claim as solely her own. "But on that footing, I have to confess, I've been plotting my revenge on you all this time..." she says, with definate remorse, and despite a momentary protest from the Exile sharing her head. "I can forgive you now, but... can you forgive me?"
"I can..." He inclines his head, and his face comes partially into view. His normally beautiful pale flesh is cross-crossed with wicked black veins that run up the side of his neck below his ears, then after a moment's consideration, he adds, " ...do that."
Seeing his face so distorted and disfigured, she cannot help emitting a small sound of pity, even empathy. Much as she hates him for his crimes against her, she cannot help appreciating the beauty of his face and form. Then she reaches out and closing the gap between them, gently touches the side of his face with her right hand.
His skin feels colder than death, even through the leather of her gloves. His fangs hang over his open lips. "I know how it feels. To suffer such a thing."
"It's all right... all debts are cancelled," she says, even though the words cause Morraeon to roil with indignation in her head. "What... what's happened to you?" she asks in something close to concern.
"The Exilic sequencing that they bound to my Residual Self-Image is rotting at it faster than it ever has. I haven't a great deal of time, unless I take that which I seek," he says, not telling her much, but at least giving her the roughest idea of just what is happening to cause such an effect in his appearance.
She feels herself wince with more than empathy: the effects had a certain consonence with her. She swears she feels the dull burn of the sentient toxin at the points of entry on her back and thighs, a pain memory she had hoped time had filed the edges from. "That's dreadful..." she says, with genuine empathy. "I'm not saying this lightly, but I have an idea how you feel." Shs gazed toward the skyline and the dim outlines of the aquaduct between Richland and International. "You know what tomorrow is?"
"No," he says, the monosyllable touched with an air of "how could I?"
She pushes back an all-too-familiar pain memory. "One year ago tomorrow was when I got hit with that poison... I still don't know who did it and why, but in someways, it put me where you are now."
Smirking just a little, he adds, "Did you choose your poison?"
She shakes her head. "No... but apparantly I chose to put myself in its path... and I chose the antidote for it, though that sometimes feels as bad as the disease." Morraeon, objecting to this remark, roils in her head for a moment, then sinks back into her post-prandial half-slumber.
"I see." he says, and adjusts his footing, his coat shifting again. "You were always the naieve one," he observes. "But perhaps not so naieve as those of us who deceive and manipulate and position. I don't know."
She smiles a little at this near-complimenting comment. "I like to think of myself as the innocent one... I haven't lost my innocence, but in other ways, I've grown much more wise through experience."
"Mm." He turns to leave, but stops himself and looks back at her. " My name is Dante Nihilson. I became aware of the Simulation at the age of twenty-one through Self-Substantiation, and was indoctrinated into the Merovingian syndicat four years hence. There wasn't any going back. There still isn't."
She takes this in silently, with her usual quiet, childlike attentiveness. Then a compassionate impulse rises in her heart and she approaches him, reaching out and laying a hand on his arm. "Come here a moment..." she said, her voice soft.
He flinches, as if terrified of physical contact, but does as she says. Almost as nervous as he, in case he should try attacking her again, she leans in closer and gently kisses his cheek. Finding it isn't dry, she reaches into her dark red silk blouse and takes out a red silk handkerchief, using it to blot his cheek gently. "Maybe our past hasn't always been the most peaceful, and the future is always gonna be uncertain..." she says, gazing past him as if into the shadows of the past, "But we've got the present, and at least for now, there's no debts between us." She couldn't say for certain if the pain memories would return and upset her present equilibrium. "You're lucky my worse half is asleep tonight, she'd be snarking up a storm..." she said, half-trying to jest.
She wonders if she only thinks she sees a smirk in one corner of this mouth. "I may die. Someone should know." His shades hide his eyes, but something tells her that they're utterly impassive behind those lenses. "You have to; do you understand? Once you do something so unforgivable and terrible, you have no choice but to continue. There is no escaping causality...no escaping what you do and what that makes you."
She wags her head, not dismissively, but weighing his statement against her knowledge. "No... you can always choose to change. You just have to let yourself be more than the ones and zeros that make up your code, or the chemical reactions in your body... That's why I've been able to keep Morraeon out of the worst trouble."
His lips tighten. He's obviously in pain, both physically and otherwise. "If you killed a child, could you wake up the next night? Could you bring yourself to accept that death as being entirely your responsibility and keep walking?" he asks
She opens her mouth to ask him what he meant, then decided it was better that she did not find out the particulars. "I haven't killed a child... but I'm partly responsible for killing an Exile who had children, leaving them without a father... The best I can tell myself is that at least he was an old program and his time had come," she says thoughtfully, thinking of one of Morraeon's early hunting expeditions.
"Have you never wondered why the Machines don't try harder to remove me? The human collateral is too much for them." He smiles coldly, as if half-pleased with himself.
She senses Morraeon rousing herself for a moment, and she knew a hint of crimson flickered in her left eye. Her left hand starts to curl itself into a claw-like shape, threatening to wipe that smile off his face, but that soon fades away as the Exile settles down, too contented and sated to disturb her own slumbers over the bore. "All I can say is, we've all got the potential to be more than that, we just have to find that way. Even you do, if you let yourself."
He weighs that. "I suppose. It's not as if my induction into the Merovingian syndicat was entirely voluntary... ...but perhaps it was. I can't say anymore."
She smiles at him sadly. "You don't have to. I'm the one who's the open book," she says, laughing gently at herseld
He smiles and tilts his head one way, the rivulets of pseudo-black standing out of his pale neck. "True. Betrayal, torture, and violation hardly makes for a lovely subject. And I feel as if time is running more quickly now...so much more quickly."
She looks away, trying to hide the ambiguous look that crossed her face, the right side of it saddened and empathetic, the left betraying a nasty smirk in the corner of her mouth.
"I was once 'fascinated' with my regenerative capacities. I enjoyed seeing how hard I could push them myself...hmph. She asked me to stop, though," he says. She knows instinctively he refers to Mataru, their mutual friend. "No; pleaded."
She eyes the black rivulets under his pale skin, wondering just what had caused them. "I guess I don't have to ask if you've tried to regenerate..." she said.
"It all comes back. It always has. ...until now." He turns away swiftly, his fangs clenched tightly as he retches as quietly as he can manage, a trickle of black, digital tar expelling itself from his thin lips. Clearing his throat, he turns back to her. " No matter. It won't matter for much longer. Phrack can't hide it forever, and I'll kill anyone who gets in the way."
Hide what...? she wonders. She adds, "I'll pray that you don't have to." She genuinely means it: with the Truce fallen, the last thing they needed was more pointless, senseless violence, and both halve of her were beginning to tire of his displays.
"I won't." He turns on his polished heel and strides back the way he came, the dusk swallowing him once more, as it always has.
She lets him go and lets the feeling of shock and relief return...
It's important to ejaculate your weapon on a regular basis less it should misfire when you need it most.
~Darminian
((This is brilliant, but I really can't stop laughing every time someone's weapon ejaculates.))