Everytime I Close my Eyes, I see it...

**Twaggy**

((Regarding Twaggy's life before been a Red Pill))

Everytime I close my eyes, I see it. That place so bright, it's beautiful; addictive. Yet when I do go there to see it's beauty I feel pain, it hurts so god *CENSORED* much. What is this pain? Why do I feel it?... *CENSORED* it feels like someone just kick me in the chest; but with so much force that it echos.

Why do I see it? I saw it before I ever went there, is that possible? heh hell if I know, all I have in my head is the beauty, the pain... and three words. Wonder what in hell they mean??? maybe I should tell someone, or maybe I should not. I might just be insane... but how would that explain the location? DAMMIT!

This is really starting to *CENSORED* me off, ever since that day when things went so *CENSORED* wrong. I was at work, then I was suddenly home many days later. How in hell did I keep this so silent? It drives me *CENSORED* nuts! What the hell is wrong with me?

Pfft I think it's just stress, yeah... got to be stress. However... I must know what happened to me in those days I blacked out, more importantly though is those three words, I mean seriously... What is Inevitable?

**Zerotolerance**

The past it haunting you, Twaggy?

**Twaggy**

The past is in the past but even the past has a voice, guess it was always inevitable...