The Asmodai: Oranos #1: Who Am I?
Part 4
"How did you get out of the Matrix so fast?!" We both still had a look of disbelief on our face.
"I shot myself. Broomfondle?!" This was one of my old crew mates. One of those that freed me.
"Yes Khao. You are a criminal of Zion" He now looked angry.
"I'm not Khao. I'm Oranos. How did you find me?!" There was no point in asking him why he was after me. I knew that one already.
"We saw you at Zion. I volunteered to follow you. We could have turned you into Zion, but we did not want you imprisoned. We wanted you dead! How could you kill him Khao? Ibis freed you! He told you the truth! You left him for toasters?! You son of a *CENSORED* you're going to pay!" He was working himself into a frenzy.
"I wasn't myself."
"Then who were you?! You butchered him you sick son of a *CENSORED*!" I was aware that his fists were clenched. A fight was inevitable.
"It's...complicated. I mean I was myself, but I was...ill." I was right. It was time I stopped blaming other things. I was myself. A different part of myself. I can deny Sonaro but he will always be a part of me.
"Enough talk! I've waited too long for this!" He tried to stab me in the face with the jack-in plug. I ducked and grabbed it. I wrenched it out of his hands and threw it to the side. He punched me in the face. I tasted the blood. He continued to punch me, knocking me to the ground. "Finally. You murdering bastard!" He punched me in the face again.
"So what? You're going to murder me too? Two wrongs make a right?" Of course I didn't really believe what I was saying. I couldn't blame him for wanting me dead, but I didn't want to die.
"I...Shut up! He was like a father to me!" I had committed murder frequently whilst ill. Whilst my brain was splintered. While I was like this, his death was the only one I really felt guilty about. Even before I knew I did it. After I was healed, I took this time alone to forget about everything. To work out whom I was now. I figured I was still Oranos. But I was a different Oranos. It's hard to explain. I had my own memories, but I had Sonaro's too. They might have been my own, but they didn't feel like mine. I hoped I wouldn't have to commit murder again. Not in the Real anyway. But I couldn't let him go. Zion still wanted me. Well, still wanted Khao.
"I'm sorry Broom, but I can't let you leave this hovercraft alive. You're too much of a danger to me, but I regret it I really do." He punched me in the face again.
"Whaddya mean? I'm on top of you about to kill you!" Another punch to the face. My nose was broken I thought. I started to tense and gathered as much strength as I could, turning us over. Now I was on top of him. My hands reached for his throat.
"I really am sorry." I began to choke him. Putting all my strength into my hands. His face turned blue. His last breath left him violently.