Tonight a saw a cave ape and gave him a nice shiny black eye to remember me by.
Usually I don't initiate violence but I've been having these horrible nightmares lately. They put me in a foul mood.
It's puzzling to me. The World is my Playground.....yet why are these tormenting visions disrupting my sybaritic lifestyle?
It felt good....partially breaking his face like that. Too good. And also tonight, on a mission from Hypatia, I had the opportunity to kill two bluepills. It felt GOOOOOD. Am I becoming nothing more than a common thug, who until recently I would hasten to mock?
If these night terrors continue I do not know what I will do. I wonder what I'll become. Perhaps I should tell Flood that I need a little time off. Of course, he'll sneer and deride me, and that will just make me want to bash his *CENSORED* head open. So on second thought, maybe I just won't call him. Or anybody.
Until I can sort these horrific nighmares out.