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i have a 50 black shirt but it might show off your chest void - now granted you have nice legs but i don't know what you can do for cleavage.

SMILEY - i'll send it your way.

Darminian

I was in love once...

we made out for hours...

i forget her name.

Darminian

/ooc

As i'm growing quite tired of having my *CENSORED* handed to me in almost every pvp competent fight i take on i suppose im seeking some training - i have a decent ammount of info but we can talk prices if the need be.

More or less im looking for a new more enjoyable skill tree/load out that actually works well in pvp as a more solo class. As it stands i've been enjoying my excellent sniper build, my delightfully special based SMG/Duelist mesh and of course my relatively unsuccessful custom rifle/duelist build but i want to expand or do something a bit more enjoyable and skillful in the light of pvp.

No im not looking for spoits- so don't come selling them- chances are i won't ccr you - but i'll tell everyone i know. SMILEY

If i don't get one it's alright i'll probably hop over to the MKT side of things - restat myself and add to the whore factor - maybe a nice assassin build -who knows. Either way - WTB - is the appropriate way to put this i suppose.

I also completely understand if you don't wish to help as its cross org - but its specifically for my own use.

/ooc

Darminian

An unchanging existence requires the new and exotic.

I don't know what you will find but i hope it brings you back to us.

I didn't know you well or even at all for that matter. But its apparent to see that anyone who has affected and reached so many is quite easily noted as an asset to the community. Though we have never directly interacted i do know of you and your peoples efforts and respect them wholy.

Perhaps Lady Return, when you return we should have a nice long chat over some tea.

Darminian

Oh sweet jesus your right..... i knew somehting was off there but i couoldn't place it. I thought SNL but usually i don't find them funny at all (well actaully they were funny with ferrel so it makes sense) thanks for clearing that up for me.

*muttering* know it all commies......

Darminian

Darminian

Let loose the hounds.

The_Kid wrote:

Everyone,
Good work by Beckao and the others. The data they recovered shows that we have a Cypherite spy in our ranks: sognatrice. She's been AWOL for the past few days, which could mean that she's making a run for it. We need to make sure that she doesn't get away with any of our information.
Michael

Wow, thanks for taking the time to give the other people credit too eh? We all know how busy you are being all underground and what not though, so thanks for comming out.

I guess it was too much work to read the first page.

~Darminian

Paragraphs please.

Im sure you have some kind of valid point to make but i hate to put effort into reading large posts and having to seperate the different points. Please ues paragraphs.

Nothing to unreasonable i don't think, also i understand that your anger may have stopped you from doing this, also reasonable.

Darminian

I was sitting in a board room discussing politics with some people when a discussion about the ability of a player based on his level arose. It was around this point that i outwardly said:

~~It isn't the level that makes you leet or even good, its the person, its the beliefs and actions taken by that individual that make him an elite or just another one of the masses.~~

Now before i get flamed about my bias towards the situation since im not a lvl 50 or i get flamed for trying to say im an elite or that my faction is i want to re-adress my main point. People should be judged for their politics, ideals, speeches and actions not their levels or even time spent here.

Granted some exceptions still apply, if you are new to the game there is now way you can be superior to someone who knows the ropes but not in the sense of value, just in the sense of experience and function. I find it strange how so many approach this as "I must ge to lvl 50". Often i have been told that most people won't respect you unless you are a high level, what is the solution? Who needs thier respect, if someone will not judge me for my actions and opinions then i don't care to be judged by them, or at least to hear it.

I am currently a lvl 28, however i have been around since the death of Morpheus, and been interested in this games development since beta (blasted lack of canadian support) i know of people that joined way after me and have come to be lvl 40-45. More power to them, but i for one can see no valid reason is trying to reach the end of the journey, with the exception to the Arcs of Pandora there really isn't a reason.

I mean say i got to 50 tommorow, i would run the pandoras box missions and then what? Spend my time PVP'ing in Mara and waiting for the next event? I don't get it, people wonder why were bored with the game and why we are losing so many. Have you ever stopped and wondered, wow what is there to do here. Although it works that way for both sides, theres nothing a low level can do that a high cannot except better his skills and strengths through leveling, to inevitably reach 50 and be stuck there aswell.

Don't get me wrong there is plenty to do if you know where to look, i myself am enjoying the PRE's and of course the delightful creative joys that come with RP'ing but i still don't comprehend why we rush for 50. I don't really know what im getting at with this post except that perhaps we should be less judgemental of our low levels, i know the bias applies and i wouldn't deny it, but regardless it seems something that should at least be considered.

Now im not accusing anyone so i hope i don't see any "well i don't know about you, but i never judge anyone based on their level..." posts because frankly i A) wouldn't believe it and B) already said i wans't accusing anyone so there is no need to get defensive.

It just boggels the mind sometimes for there to be poeple thinking they are supperior to someone because they can beat them in combat, this is kind of in relation to Amb's post but still in its own light and less agry. I just don't get it. I mean it's not the level of time you spend here, cause i think alot of people who are level 50 are complete morons and frankly don't bring much to the table but thats my opinion nothing more nothing less. It just seems strange that some hold levels with such high regard.

In all honesty i really don't know what im getting at with this, perhaps just looking to create conversation or to spark some thought but either way this is what i have to say.

What do you think?>

Darminian

Well as much as i can agree that your level is an interpretation of ones strength and i suppose it could be believed to be representative of ones knowledge in the matrix, i find it hippocritical then to stop merely at 50. I mean the agents are lvl 250, now i know veyr few of us are that high but still many people can and should reach above 50, and not just the players, i mean the figureheads aswell, why is (was w/e) morpheus only a lvl 50 no one can deny his understanding and comprehension of the matrix (at lesat no zionite IMO) and the Merrovingian who is rumoured to be able to destroy Agents at will with his merciless powers of the 200 lvl difference? Not to mention the sentries that guard our Archive exits.

Granted we have seen that these people offer different talents than us, Neurophyte especially but why then does the level reamain the same. I mean in this realm even in our realm is there really any limit to how much you can learn and understand and how strong you can become? not in the terms of power or muscle mass but beyond just strength?

I try to move through my levels aswell but even so, haveing a restriction of 50 seems low to me. Perhaps a select few, under the guidance of others can attain more than 50. Why cannot the machine operatives train with the agents, learn their secrets and unlock the potential. Why not go to the Archives and train not by killing anything that moves but by the guidance of those who have surpassed the great ones themselves?

I know with this clashes the world reality with the world of coding and gameplay but either way you look at it, why is there a restriction on us? Or more importantly why is it so low, for everyone.

I mean shouldn't we be able to achieve the ability to grow stronger than the agents? Shouldn't we be ab;e to push the tempo, to break the barriers? Isn't that what the matrix is all about? Look at the sprinter from the Animatrix, i don't recall the title but i mean if that doesn't show you the capability of those willing to deny logic and shape thier own rules i don't know what would. I wouldn't even bother to reference Neo and his glory, i mean would he be a lvl 50? Because quite frankly i would put him at least at lvl 500 and Agent Smith very close by?

If what we perceive to be reality is reality, then why can we not change our views and break the rules of this existence? One might also question why and how we learn more from the matrix by destorying the life within it? I don't know how but shouldn't there be a way to expand and learn more without destruction, but perhaps creation. I know we can expand our minds through the activation of new HL's but what else can be done? Where are the infinite libraries of the Merrovingian or the machines manuals or the zionist histories?

More food for thought as they say.

?

Darminian

-Waits to here why we'd want a bloody helipad without a chopper.-

Note to self wait for chopper to land and take both.

Darminian

Glad we sorted that out.

Darminian

Take care, and good luck with your future aspirations and dealings.

It was a pleasure PVPing with you.

Darminian

Sorry to dissagree with a good point like that, because there was a time when i thought that was true, and if Zion united into the whole it should be it wourld definately be more than just a force to reckon with, but if Zion hasn't collapsed yet from all the internal feuding, even before the merge it certainly isn't going to now, especially while many other org factions do the same thing.

The difference i think is that there are just more Zionites so it is more easily noted.

JMTC

Darminian

naes177 wrote:
...sun...

...no...

~V

...fun...

... no...

~D

=================

Looks like a fun event man, i'll bring the spf-......wait no real sun right.....

Darminian

Symmetric what you do to dead bodies on your own time is really your own thing, although i don't think the system supports that kind of thing.

Darminian

Drop me a line, it works every time.

Darminian

Thanks for the link Nelks.

Agreed. Definately one of the best events i've been to in a while.

I compiled the poems of the participants last night and the only thing that might not be present is the exact titles but i do have the reader/author so i can fix this if necessary.

In any case Wondeful event, i would like to extend speacial thanks to our Mc of the night Literate Misfit, the bartenders and aswell as the DA for hosting, it was a great deal of fun.

And for the unlucky few that missed the poems here they are:

Geohut

She sees me when I wake up
She sees me when i'm awake
She tells me the things i do wrong but when she does
I dont care I feel the feeling of intimante and care
I hold her tight knowing it with love
the way i feel is so deep that I will never die

While her face touches mine

Green- 0101Quidam1010

Green

is

my favorite color!A color of solace . . .
Of safety, and allness . . .
Of meadows through which waters flowed . . .
The color of plant life . . .
A color of no strife . . .
Of grasses and trees and of . . .
{i}Code? {/i}
Green
is
my
favorite
color.
What now do I see?
Green encompassses me!
Are we ignorant actors on stage?
Did this color I loved so
Betray me? I don't know.
{i}But . . . {/i}
It's the color of my gilded cage.
Green
is
my
favorite
color?
What masks as normality
Is this false reality
Created by soulless machine!
So unfetter their minds
From invisible binds
All bathed in this sea of green . . .
Green
was
my
favorite
color . . .
Today
I
Shall
choose
{c:FF0000}RED! {/c}

Breech99

In memorandum Lady Return.

She touched our lives and inspired all who knew her.

My Sunshine, My friend

I think about you everyday and can never write all the things I'd like to say,

I wish with all my heart that I could erase the distance that keeps us apart,

because you have a precious warmth that leaves a touch of sunshine behind.

You're a blossum of the rarest kind.

In Pieces we stand-AgntMills

The price to pay
a piece of you
a piece of me
thats torn in 2
the hope to dream
the dream to hope
a noose now loosened
on deathly rope
a piece of skin
of skin in peace
knights in awe
at this caprice
darkened water
now in sludge
taint everything
that you misjudge
hate to see
and seeing hate
what malice lies
beyond this gate
telling secrets
of secrets told
hold in heart
what secrets hold
a piece of them
a piece of you
broken battered
and torn in two
a piece of skin
a piece of hear
mind and body
we depart
so now in chaos
left as token
we stand in pieces
still unbroken
Thank you

Untitled- Liliane

I miss her.

She was the cause

of my broken heart.

She fed my jealousy

and soothed my hate.
She loved him

but loved another.

I was told not to

but told too late.
We all met in

late December.

The next December

I did fear A circle I had

noticed closing,

pain and love

for a wasted year.
But now that he

was done and gone,

it was my turn

to break her heart,
I see him here

and see her there,

and he was the nothing

that tore us apart.
I'd give her any-

thing she wanted,

if anything was

what I could,
But I can't give her

back her heart,

and I won't admit

she's gone for good.
Here I sing

my apologies,

through my eyes

and in my voice,
But it just echos

in my head,

lost through whispers

and in noise.
We have always

hurt each other.

That's just how

we've always been.
And there were times

we needed us

our only sister

and our friend.
-fin-

Happy- NeoLixia

MMMM....IM HAPPY!!!!!!
Sunshine makes me happy!
It makes me smile when it smiles back at me
like a stupid human worm baby
It reminds me of the pastel beast with tvs in there guts
...
IN FLAMES!!!!!
FIRE! FIRE!! FIRE!!!
sunshine makes me smile

An ode to Mega City- Darminian

An ode to Mega City.

The Cold Embrace of Steel brings me to my Home. The Enthralling world of Travellers Asleep, Awake and Neither draws us in with it's Dead Gaze.

The Metal and Glass Behemoths are cold and Lifless Monuments to the new Era, the Giants of Monolithic Proportions. And Myself, Lost in the Beuaty of the Sickening Neon Glow.

Some of the Awakened envy the Sleeping, Others envy the Dead, Ignorance is Bliss to the Ungathered Masses. Together through Ventures in the Concrete Jungle we find Ourselves Warring under the Veil of Peace.

The Enigmatic Sparks of our society are Being Snuffed out like Candels, Leaving Darkness in thier Wake to Hide the deeds Done.

Let not the Shadows Consume our Fleeting Pureities, Seize and hold that to which you treasure for the veil of piece is only that, a veil. An ode, to Mega City.

Geohut

I touched her lips to find a cold the death of my once true love

I am old never to see another day
hiding in my room crying the sorrows of my doom
wanting to see her facer again
i dug a grave so far down i thing i saw an angel frown

i looked at her face
i saw the face of my once true love
i looked deep in the angels eyes and heard a cry
she said to me do not die keep going in time
i will see youevery night in your dreams
i will always be with you in your heart and in your soul
and in your mind
the years went on i never left a tear
i saw the light coming near
an angel appeared in the view i knew it was true

I went to her never looking back as i crossed the gate to eternal bliss

The Beuaty of Sarcasm-AlicethePattern

Sitting in front of a Mirro / I stare past my face / Hoping to see what is inside / Instead I see farther past / Where a door lies waiting.

Mirror* (**bleep**ing macro's) could i set up a information donation box?

With soft effort I push past my reflection and open the door.
On the other side is a court / Mimicry of Ages Past and Splendor lost to time / A king sits on his throne / Heavy crown of burden leaning over his eyes / Shading him from the light as if he had none.

"All hail his Majesty the Imagination / Lord of undreamed dreams / Keeper of the future through unformed thoughts / Master of the mind / Lessons learned and forgotten / Memories treasured and discarded / Ruler of Mu, the Nothing and Everything

The second courtier steps forward / Speaking softly with the point behind her.

"All hail the king of Innocence / Leader of the Pure / Revealer of the good truth / Son of Life and Father of Wisdom / Child of the day and sworn brother of the good night

He who looks up when the rain falls / Ruler of Enlightenment, the healer of worlds."

The third courtier slips from their point / A voice without sound echoing under breath.

"All hail the warrior of Good / The monarch of the grays / The eyes of justice / One who sleeps where light and dark kiss each other silently / Balancer of forces chosen for his heart / Friend of lonely roads and unread books

Commander of gentle reason, the soul within the soul."

The final courtier / Stationed behind her fellows and the king himself / Stepped from her place as a hush descended over the silence / Where echos refused to speak / The sound still for fear of notice.

She walked straight to the kings throne / Putting her arms around his neck / And smiling at me with eyes devoid of spirit.

"All hail our Master / The one who sits on our throne / Unmoving / Unblinking / Unknown / He who will lead us to the promise / All hail the king, deliverer of our world."

I do not look into her eyes again / Instead turning my attention to the King / To realize he is no man but a woman / And she is dead.

A tribute to Ladry Return- Lady Gothique

This a tribute to Return and the Merovingians ::smiles::

Lady Return la fleur du crepuscule qui s'est épanouie, telle la tulipe solitaire et minuscule

rouge et ardente pleine de vie egaillante
dansant parmi les etoiles scintillantes
Finalement, elle a decidé de partir, de nous laisser

Elle me manque, j'aimerais tant la revoir, je suis blessee

Mon coeur brule, Lady Return.

Happy Endings Read by Breech99

I believe in happy endings

Starry skies and dreams come true

Ive believed it since I first met you
I believe in new beginnings

Extra innings, brand new starts

Loving hearts that care the way I do

All these things and happy endings too

Sad songs bring me right down with the blues

Glad songs take me wherever I choose

And I choose to be there

So that I

Can declare why

I believe in happy endings

Youre the reason, loves the way

And Ill believe it till my dying day

I know the cost of tears and trouble

Some get lost, some make it through

Me, I made it, cause I always knew

That you believed in happy endings too

Sad songs bring me right down with the blues

Glad songs take me wherever I choose

And I choose to be there

So that I

Can declare why

I know the cost of tears and troubles

I got lost, but I got through

And I made it, cause I always knew

That you believed in happy endings too

you and me and happy endings toooo

Great turnout and greaj job everyone involved.

Message Edited by Darminian on 09-15-2005 05:23 AM

FTR: Please read more carefully, it says the elimination of hostiles not exiles.

So is this a new faction or is this like a Zion union, cause if its a union then that a good idea, but not too many people wish to abandon Lock and the council of Zion, and whos following Morpheus now? I mena his principles maybe but we don't have any terrorist action now.

Also if you are separating from the Zion council, who will you be working ((running missions for))? I mean if its not Zion than your not Zionists and if it is Zion your Hippocrates.

Secondly:

"Fighting for peace is like ******* for virginity"

of course

"If you want peace you must prepare for war"

In any case we will see what happens with this new movement bollocks, chances are its just another zion faction who wants to unionize but does their own thing.

There are some Zion factions that are above this but..... Majority Rules as they say.

Darminian

(( That why you gave those three blue pills the free choice? Just because i dont know it, doesn't mean its not amusing.))

Darminian

Congrats you two.

((It's a good thing trace is a soilder, cause the best ones don't think. Theres no harm in changing someonse life in a negative way right? Those people probably will want to awaken in the end so truly theres not much to worry about for us, especially when they figure it out. ))

/ooc

Alternative ooc note - If it seems like im attacking you ooc its not my intention, its more like character opinions expressed in the realm outside of the story, at least for me.

When it comes to the MCDOE after all, its only rp when they decide. <3 - jk

/ooc

So much love.

Darminian

Message Edited by Darminian on 05.29.2006 07:41 PM

Terribly sorry to have stopped you from producing a nicer version Liliane, I merely wished to share the poems with those who missed, its the content not the look i think but your event and all that....

Thanks for hosting Misfit, Liliane and the DA........

Darminian

Message Edited by Darminian on 09-15-2005 11:46 AM

HTML error, or just saying?

I personally find it almost blasphemous for someone like you to rage against the system.

Darminian

((yeah i hate to agree with trace.. in general but when the machines reprograms someonse life those around them don't notice. And for all intensive pruposes their posistions would be filled so we can just find others. ))

Darminian

((My bad alice, suppose you edited your post. I showed up to see that you hate these boards.))

Generalizations are always so annoying.

Darminian

((To be fair, attacking the helipad is hardly an example of system damage, as almost 95% of zion has done it for the sake of fun, howerver thats a merge of ic and ooc and for the sake of arguement i understand your stand point, opinion and evidence but don't considerate that confirming of your stand point, especially considering whats already been made public concerning Dezreki's people and Taecross.))

What? Our liason whose not been around for how many months has gone missing? And we've only noticed now? Right he didn't do much to begin with when it came to us in the first place. So im sure this will be a big tragic loss to all of us.

Zion: smile and nod like always

Merrovingians: sip wine, laugh maybe bust some shots as the heat is taken off of you

Machines: Let the hunt begin

I sure do hope hes alright, but just in case some big bad machinists get to him:

========================================

*a resume/application for the posistion of EPN liason submitted to the hands of Shimida*

Name: Darminian

Blue Pill Name: Mike Soltys

Faction Rank: Intelligence Officer of Pluribus Neo

Crew Rank: Captain

Attendance: 80% of the time, which is about 80% more than the person who previously held the posistion.

Traits: Intelligent, creative, decent vocabulary, good judge of charachter, leadership, loyal and responsible

Skills: Espionage, hand to hand combat, intel gathering, marksmanship, advanced marksmanship

Personal Note: I would be a good candidate for this posistion because i do give a *poop* about what happens to this organization as a whole. And i intend to be around more than say once every 2 months.

~For more information on this individual, feel free to contact him any time during the day or evening within mega city.

========================

Darminian

The green tint is sickening and yet beautiful,

Its ever moving. flowing ebbing substance,

We are the code, in life and in death,

To bend and break the code,

We must bend and break ourselves,

Our conception is the reality,

Existence is what we percieve it to be,

We shape it and are shaped by it,

It binds us and gives us wings,

our souls have been digested,

The too now glow green and move freely,

But are we free?

No, we are the code.

Darminian

I've said it before and i'll say it again. Total props and kudos to the radio DJ's of MXO and especially to Machine radio. These people volunteer and run the radio stations for us and spend much time doing thier jobs for the benefit of the community. Whether its news updates, entertainment or just music to help differentaite between the music already IG, they do a great job.

And now they are even organizing thier own event. Total kudos to them for really producing and doing something positive for the community.

I am utterly impressed.

Darminian

Ps. Isn't the fact that New Orleans is currently dealing with some upleasant issues going to be a factor on the concert?

So many of you people come forward and complain about how he has no right to manipulate others and use Neo to persuade the weak minded with promises of greatness and following the path of neo.

Well i can't speak for you people but anyone too stupid to see through this diluted power trip might as well join him because i wouldn't want anyone like that working in my faction, just a thought though.

I suppose at the same time, however when the crazy ones have power its never a good thing....period.

Unless of course its me but C"mon, its me.

Darminian

Well, we had a select few on this end that were working for the one named Enmascarado who the majority believes to be dead.

But most of it impressively enough was kept hush hush.

Darminian

Im always on the move, but your welcome to contact me and set up a business meeting or just a casual chat.

Darminian

((Well done, looking forward to the follow up.))

Darminian

I'm so tempted to say:

And as they gathered to decide where to place the next bomb, it was as though neo himself pointed the way......

Of course, inclinitations for humor and fact are different things. ~ besides i doubt the only uninvited guests will be zionists, mervs and EPN's oh my.

Darminian

/agree with nightrace

/shudder

Darminian

Quid pro quo Vanil, quid pro quo.

Darminian

Jesus, its bad when any big name leaves but thats messed up. Cubist man, it has been fun, Im sad to see you go, maybe if this game gets better you will return to us, but whatever you do good luck with it man. **bleep** this is getting annoying.

It has been a pleasure fighting by your side Cubist.

/target SOE

/shakefist

Darminian

*locks and loads pistols*

It is time.

Darminian